...still not pregnant. that is all. not sure what our next move will be. stay tuned, folks.
October was once a fairly non-chalant month in my world. No birthdays to celebrate, no holidays that I cared about (Halloween was not really observed in our family), no anniversaries to speak of. In fact, it, along with September, was generally a month that either felt either five years or five minutes long, depending on how our "busy season" played out at work. I guess my point is... we just got through it without much thought. Now, October is a month of many moments to note. The unforeseen and tragic death of a friend. The simultaneous sense of loss and fulfillment felt in knowing my beloved grandma is now with her Savior. The ability to fully savor each below-80-degree day as a hint of southern California seasonal change, now that I no longer spend my days behind a desk or a steering wheel. The gratifying oddity of being able to mentally celebrate Caleb's actual conception date, and to know his age from the initial combination and division of our cells. S